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♥ Tuesday, March 14, 2006
10:16 PM

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery.I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life.My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.You never thought of anyone else.You just saw your pain.And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing!

Because of you,i never stray too far from the sidewalk.Because of you,i learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.Because of you,i try my hardest just to forget everything.Because of you,i don't know how to let anyone else in.Because of you,i'm ashamed of my life because it's empty.

i'm afraid of losing you.