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♥ Friday, February 16, 2007
9:32 PM

alright i'm back.
it's new year tomorow.
but it doesnt feel like it.hmm.
i'm getting emo all of a sudden,
like the whole world is against me or something.
is that how emo people feel?
my parents quarell every single night.
my grandma is dying from those darn cancer cells.
yeah now i said it out.
i can't hide from reality.its there and happening.
she will have to go someday.everyone does.
i wonder whose going to be there for me when shes gone.
hmm.

now i know.
my dad is a fucking jackass,
which man depends on his wife for money and support?
he does.
which man would try to poison his own child
or deliberately try to knock her down?
him.again.
does he know whose choosing his home when hes old?
i don't think so.haaa!
but mommy.i will never neglect you. :)

oh yeah baby if you see this.
thanks so much for hearing me out last night.
i love you. <3


so consumed in all your doom.